Freitag, 8. April 2011

WWW: Good Boy Max

Liz Sheffield was rolling around on her living room floor playing with the puppy her husband Rob had brought home last week. Rob had just gotten a promotion that would mean quite a bit of travel and he thought the dog could be both a protector and a companion for Liz when he was away. Liz loved her puppy. He was a four month old coal black Giant Schnauzer she’d named Max.

The Sheffield’s lived several miles outside of town in a lovely two story home set on five acres; ideal for a large breed dog, with plenty of room to run and play.
Liz would be taking Max outside for a romp a little later. She exercised him both morning and evening; he loved to run. They’d had to fence their pool though; the dog would dive right in with no hesitation.

Liz had contacted a trainer to work with her in teaching Max. It was imperative that he be trained obedience early and become accustomed to being around other people and other dogs. Giant Schnauzers can become aggressive if not given adequate exercise and proper training. They are a large breed, the males sometimes reaching 100 pounds; not a dog to be trifled with.

Liz and her trainer worked with Max five days a week. Liz exercised him every day, twice a day. Max bonded with her. Max accepted Rob, of course, but he was only home evenings and weekends when he wasn’t traveling so, in Max’s hierarchy Liz was number one.

Rob and Liz had a pleasant life; they could afford to go to the theatre for openings and dined at the finest restaurants in the area. They were members at the local country club. Rob was an avid golfer. Liz was just a beginner but she was taking lessons, it gave her the chance to spend more time with Rob. The rarely argued but when they did it was always about the same thing. Liz, at 28 was ready to start a family, Rob, at 32 was not. Even Rob realized that maybe, just maybe he was being a bit selfish but he wasn’t quite ready to share Liz with a baby. He liked their comfortable life and simply didn’t see a child fitting in. As a concept Rob wanted children some day; just not right now.

Rob had had an ulterior motive in getting Max; he hoped that it would distract Liz from the talk about babies. It hadn’t.

It had started at dinner a few evenings later; Liz had brought up her ticking clock again. Rob had tried to deflect her saying, “Liz sweetheart, you’re hardly getting too old. You’re still as youthful and beautiful as the day I met you. In fact, I think you’re even more beautiful today than you were that day six years ago when we met.”

“Rob, I appreciate the compliments but my womb is crying out to be filled. I want a baby so badly, please.”

“Liz, we’ve talked about this time and time again. I’m just not ready yet and besides, it wouldn’t be fair to you to leave you alone with a newborn while I’m on the road. I’ll have my next promotion within two years and won’t have to travel. I’d like to wait ‘til then.”

Rob and Liz had an active and varied sex life. Both of them enjoyed the act itself and the intimacy that they could share both before and after. They liked to take long walks in the evenings, now of course, with Max as company. Then they often had a candlelight meal and a bottle of wine before showering or bathing together in preparation for a wonderful shared sexual experience. It was getting a little more difficult though. Liz felt that Rob was denying her the baby she wanted and Rob felt pressured, a small fracture was starting in their relationship.

It was six months later and Rob had just returned from a business trip to San Francisco. Liz met him at the door with hugs and kisses. She almost glowed with her dazzling smile.

“Rob, come, I’ve got wonderful news. Lets sit down and have a glass of wine; just drop your bags and get them later, this can’t wait.”

Liz had really been a little fearful of sharing her news but she was trying for the most positive approach. When the wine was poured and they were seated she broke the news.

“Rob, I’m pregnant, isn’t that wonderful?”

Rob’s face fell. He tried, saying, “Of course it’s wonderful but how did it happen? You’re on the pill aren’t you?”

“Yes, I was on the pill but, when I was late with my period I got one of those test kits from the drug store. I tested positive but I wanted to be sure before I talked to you so I made an appointment with my doctor. It was for this morning and she confirmed it; I’m pregnant.”

Rob got up and stalked upstairs saying, “Let me get changed, I’ve been traveling in this suit all day.”

Rob really needed a bit of time to compose himself; to say that Liz’s announcement had come as a shock was a gross understatement. He immediately wondered if she’d deliberately gone off the pill in spite of how she knew he felt. He sat down on the bed in a daze, he couldn’t believe she’d do that but he could come up with no other explanation.

Liz was heartbroken. She was so excited about being pregnant; she was sure that, once Rob heard he’d join in her joy. It was evident that that was not the case. He’d looked like he was in shock. She sat hoping he’d rejoin her but, after twenty minutes he hadn’t reappeared. Tears were running down her face as she curled into a ball on the sofa.

When Rob returned from his various business trips they were both so happy to be together again. They would enjoy a romantic evening then engage in passionate sex until the wee hours; not tonight, though. Rob had not come back down after two hours so Liz went upstairs. Rob was sitting on the side on the bed in just his boxer shorts. He looked at Liz but didn’t speak; he just got under the covers and rolled over with his back to her. She was devastated; where was the love?

The relationship between Rob and Liz had grown, to say the very least, tense. Conversations were limited to household problems; intimate conversations were a thing of the past. Liz shopped for the items to set up a nursery, Rob didn’t join her. Sex was infrequent and perfunctory; a release rather a sharing of passions, missionary style and quick. In the fifth month, when she began to show, the sex stopped altogether. Rob was put off by her swelling body; it reminded him of her deception, of her going off the pill in spite of his wishes.

Liz had completed the decoration of the nursery, it was done in blue. Her sonogram had indicated that she was carrying a little boy. Her days were lonely, Rob seemed to be on the road more that ever but then that really didn’t matter. It was even lonelier when he was at home. He rarely spoke to her and when he did it was like a business discussion. She still exercised Max twice daily but even that was getting more difficult. Her expanding body slowed her down, she wasn’t able to run with him any more so, often, she just watched as he romped over their acreage.

Liz had decided on natural child birth so she’d signed up for a Lamaze class being held at the local hospital. She enjoyed socializing with the other expectant mothers but, in one way she felt like a third wheel, she didn’t have a partner to work with her. Most of the other women in the class had their husbands helping, Liz had no one. Occasionally the instructor would work with her but for the most part she was on her own.

It was a Wednesday evening, Liz was in her seventh month and she was feeling sorry for herself, alone, lonely, sad and sexually frustrated she sat. She couldn’t even have a glass of wine to help her relax; she’d sworn off all alcohol for the duration of her pregnancy. She decided to practice her Lamaze breathing exercises.

Liz went upstairs and stripped to just her panties then she put on a t-shirt, picked up a pillow and went back downstairs. She placed the pillow against the sofa and sat down with her back against it, pulled up and spread her legs and began her practice.

Max lay on the floor across the room. When Liz began to pant he looked over at her quizzically. He got up and walked to her. He lay down in front of her, between her spread legs and watched her pant. In his doggie mind he wondered if she was going into heat; he sniffed. There was a scent, unfamiliar and, at the same time familiar, the scent of a female. Max edged forward drawn by the aroma emanating from Liz. He licked her crotch through her panties. Liz stopped her breathing exercise and looked down at Max. With a sad, sad smile she thought, well at least one of my guys likes what I’ve got to offer. Max licked again; Liz didn’t stop him.

When Max licked her it felt nice; she only wished it was Rob. She’d enjoyed her active sex life; she liked sex and her enforced celibacy was frustrating the hell out of her. If Max wanted to check her out, she’d let him. He did seem to like what he’d found; he licked her faster and faster and Liz’s body started to react. Shortly she was panting again but it had nothing to do with Lamaze, Max’s tongue was enflaming her pussy and she was getting wet from within. She rolled her panties off and let him lave her with his huge tongue, parting her lips and tasting her nectar. It didn’t take long, her pent up longings took her over the edge and she was rocked by a series of climaxes, her orgasmic fluids flowed from her as Max continued to lick.

After she’d recovered she put her panties back on, scratched Max’s ears and got him a doggie treat. She wondered about what she’d allowed Max to do but then thought what the hell, no one got hurt and I feel a lot better. She might even let him do it again it had felt so good.

Rob got back Friday afternoon and Liz tried. She mixed him a cocktail before serving him his favorite meal. Rob seemed to enjoy the dinner and they were even able to enjoin in a little small talk. Liz thought there might be a chance; she wanted him and she wanted him to want her. She leaned to kiss him but he avoided her lips saying, “Liz, I’m tired from the travel, I’m going up to bed.”

She hoped that was an invitation, she went up with him but he simply undressed and got under the covers, turning away from her. She went back downstairs to the sofa and cried. Max came over and nuzzled her, almost seeming to ask what was the matter and what could he do to help. She wrapped her arms around his substantial neck and hugged him, crying into his shiny ebony coat.

Liz slept the night on the sofa. The weekend was terrible for her. Rob was there but he might just as well have been gone. There was only emptiness and despair. She was almost happy to see Monday come as he left for a trip to Portland. She sleepwalked through the day, devastated that Rob could simply ignore her and her needs and feelings.

After she’d exercised Max that evening Liz sat on the sofa and tried to watch TV; it couldn’t hold her interest so she switched it off. She felt like her head was going to burst. She wanted to cry, she wanted to scream, but most of all she wanted sex. She took off her jeans and panties and called Max over. It had worked once, why not again.

Liz sat with her butt on the edge of the sofa, her crotch exposed and bare. Max ambled over and gave her a sniff then started licking. Liz loved the feeling; she could feel the tension of the day leaving her as her sexual tension built. Max had a knack for finding her slit. He was tonguing along it when he found her clit; Liz howled, thrusting her hips hard against Max’s probing tongue, climaxing explosively.

Liz blissfully lay back on the sofa. Max jumped up on her and she hugged him saying, “Yeah, Maxie’s a good boy, he loves his Mama.” Then she felt him thrusting against her pelvis.

She looked under him and thought, my God as she saw over four inches of his pink cock sticking from his sheath. It wasn’t like a man’s, it didn’t have a distinct head, it was tapered, more like a torpedo; and he was trying to use it on her. Liz had never considered sex with an animal, no fantasies, no dreams, no nightmares, nothing, ever. She was considering it now. She knew it was wanton, sluttish and she didn’t care; she wanted a cock in her and Max wanted to give her one. Now how to do it? She’d of course seen dogs breeding, she knew the position they assumed and that seemed to be the simplest solution. She pushed Max aside and slid off the couch coming to rest on her knees. Turning so that her bottom was toward him Liz leaned forward and rested her head on the floor, elevating her back side and opening her legs, calling, “Come on Max.”

Max came to her and licked her. She was still wet from her earlier orgasm and she was lubricating again in anticipation of what was to come. Liz’s stomach was turning somersaults; she was nervous and she was excited and she was anxious, anxious for Max to take her. She wiggled her bottom and then he was upon her. He mounted her from behind and she felt him probing, seeking her entrance then he found it and powered in. It took Liz’s breath away; Max was a whole lot bigger than the four inches she’d seen. He punched into her so deeply that she felt him against her cervix, pushing hard against it, causing some pain. Liz gasped and moaned as he started to pump her hard and fast. He took her like a dog takes a bitch with rapid, pounding thrusts and she panted like a bitch, moaning, “Ooo, ooo, ooo.” Max was panting just as hard as he continued to plumb her depths. She’d never been fucked like this before, it was primal. The sounds and the fury of it, Max had her screaming in an exquisite agony. A tremor shook her body and her vagina contracted as she wailed out, her climax the most powerful of her life then Max filled her with his scalding sperm. She felt his massive cock begin to swell and her vagina was stretched painfully as his knot plugged her. Liz was exhausted and started to sink her stomach. Max held her in place with his front legs. She felt a painful clawing in her sides as his dew claws bit into her. She held her position until his knot finally began to shrink.

Liz just lay on the floor as Max licked her then himself clean. She couldn’t move, she was totally spent but she was sated, satisfied, she’d found an outlet for her needs. Max would get more of her of that she was sure. When she could finally move she stumbled up the stairs and into the shower. As she was drying she saw the deep scratches just above her hips that Max had inflicted with his dew claws. She decided a trip to the vet was in order, she’d have them removed; tomorrow.

After the early appointment with the vet Liz did a little shopping for baby clothes and stopped for lunch at a downtown restaurant. Then she was anxious to get home. Even though she’d had sex just last night she wanted it again. She was squeezing herself with her thighs, masturbating herself as she drove home; her panties were moist with her leakage. Opening the door she laid her purchases on the table and ran up the stairs calling out for Max to follow. She stripped off her slacks and panties and assumed the position.

Max was as ready as Liz. He mounted her and slammed into her, finding her opening with the first thrust. Liz was rocked forward as he again struck her cervix, she moaned from the pain and the pleasure. Max held her fast with his front paws as he pounded her deep and hard. Liz couldn’t contain herself she wailed, screaming, “Fuck me Max, fuck me, fuck mee, oh yesss, oh, oh, oh.” She was panting and grunting, animal sounds as she mated with an animal and she couldn’t help herself, she loved it and wanted it. Her climax overtook her as violently as the day before. She screamed as her love juices flooded from her and flowed down her thighs. Max pumped into her filling her with his hot cum then he swelled, stretching her inner walls.

When Max had withdrawn Liz got up and pulled her panties and a pair of shorts on; she didn’t even wash off, she wanted to feel his cum in her. Then she took him out for his exercise.

Later that evening Liz got the urge again. Sex with Max was just so damned hot; her pussy was getting moist in anticipation. She called him over. After just the two sessions Max was learning, from her tone, what she wanted, his cock was already coming out as he walked to her.

Liz led him upstairs and slipped out of her clothes. She got into position in front of her full length mirror; she wanted to watch as he took her. As it turned out it wasn’t a pleasant sight. Liz was more concerned about watching herself than getting in position; her back wasn’t arched, exposing her cunt when Max mounted her. He thrust into her hard and missed high. He hit her anus and sank himself to the hilt. Liz was looking at the mirror. She’d wanted to see her expression when he entered her. She did. She saw her eyes fly open and she saw her mouth scream out in pain then she couldn’t see anything, tears had flooded her eyes as she wailed in an agony worse than she’d ever experienced. She wanted Max out but there was no stopping him. He pounded into her just as hard and just as fast as before and she could feel him way up in her guts. After he was in her the pain wasn’t quite as intense, the initial penetration was what had been so painful, now it was a dull aching fullness; she was able to resume watching.

Max’s face showed an intense concentration as he plunged time and again into her bowels. Each time he plowed into her Liz grunted from the impact. She was watching herself as she went, “Ugh, ugh, ugh,” each time he bottomed out. And then, strangely, she started to enjoy the full feeling he was giving her. She felt her sphincter tighten around Max’s huge cock then her tummy quivered as her vagina spewed her love juices. Max was right behind, she could feel his scalding jizz flooding her bowels; then came the real test. His knot began to swell. Liz watched as her face became a rictus of agony, it felt like he’d shoved a bowling ball up her ass but there was nothing she could do but wait. Slowly, her rose bud expanded, stretching to accommodate her intruder and she made it through the pain. Would she do this again? That remained to be seen, but now she knew she could take him. Max fell out and Liz lay on the floor, his cum oozing from her stretched and distended bottom.

Max remained her lover for the remaining two months of her pregnancy. She wouldn’t let him have her in the week she was due to deliver. She didn’t really want her obstetrician to find her with a snatch full of doggie cum but she did promise herself that she and Max would continue after she’d given birth.

She was pleasantly surprised; Rob had taken time off to be with her when she went to the hospital. Maybe there was hope. After the baby came she was returned to her room and a nurse brought the baby. Rob came into the room and she asked if he’d like to hold his son. With glistening eyes he said, “Yes.”

With Rob Junior in his arms and tears in his eyes he looked at her and smiled saying, “I’m a Daddy, thank you Liz, thank you
.”

WWW: Rona's bad Mistake

I’m Rona Hadley and I’m a lucky gal, I’m thirty seven years old, pretty attractive though I could afford to shed ten pounds and have a great fifteen year old son, tall, already nearly six feet and handsome. His father and I divorced when Michael, my son was only a year old. I haven’t seen that womanizing rascal since.

I’ve got a Masters Degree in computer engineering. All of my work is done by computer so I don’t need a cubicle in some gigantic office complex. I’m able to work from home. I’ve set up all of my equipment in what was at one time a third bedroom, now it’s my office. But I still treat it like a job. I get up in the morning, shower and dress for business, today I have on a dotted Swiss dress, I have my breakfast then go to upstairs to work. Even though work is just across the hall from my bedroom I usually stay in the office ‘til 5:00 p.m. then leave work and “go home.”

Today though things were a little slow so I took advantage of the break to do some laundry; I’d gotten behind on my household chores and took this opportunity to catch up. I’d put in a load then come back to my office, work until the load was washed, toss it in the dryer and load up the washer again.

I’d washed and dried three loads, that was all I was going to do, and the day was still young. It was only 10:00 a.m. so I hung the hanging clothes and folded the rest. Usually I just put Mike’s folded clothes on his bed and let him put them away but I had plenty of time so I thought I’d do a good deed and put them away for him.

I wish I hadn’t and I’m glad I did.

When I opened his bottom drawer to stow some folded tee shirts I saw a bag that was unmistakably marijuana. Honestly I wasn’t too steamed about that. Oh we would have a talk about it but I’d tried it, too when I was in college. I picked it up but under the bag was a pipe, unquestionable a crack pipe. Now this was quite another story, marijuana was one thing, crack cocaine an entirely more serious matter. He and I would be having a “come to Jesus” session this evening. I took both the baggie and the pipe to my room and put them on my night stand.

I couldn’t get any more work done, I was too distracted by what I’d found. I paced around for a while getting angrier at him by the second. By four o’clock I was livid. I talked to myself, told me to chill, I didn’t want to confront Mike in my current mood, I might go postal on him.

I made my self a gin and tonic and went out to sit by the pool. Maybe the sound of the water would sooth me and, to some measure it did.

When Mike got home at four forty-five he just yelled, “Hey Mom, I’m home,” and went to his room. Just as well, I was still seething; not the full blown boil of a little earlier but still I was simmering.

At five thirty I went in to prepare supper; I had it on the table by six and called, “Michael, come to dinner.”

Mike was scared. She only called him Michael when she was really pissed and his stash was gone; she must have found it. He thought, Oh shit. He went downstairs to face the music.

I thought I played it pretty cool. I served dinner and we ate. I didn’t mention my find. Mike seemed unsettled though. I thought maybe he’d discovered that his drugs were gone. After our meal Mike cleaned the table and loaded the dishwasher, it was his job.

I went up to my room to get things ready, I’d decided he was going to spank him; maybe I’d ground him, too, but, for sure a good ass tanning was in order. I laid my hairbrush on my nightstand and pulled the chair out from my vanity. His spanking was going to the old fashioned kind, over my lap and bare bottomed. I thought the embarrassment factor combined with the pain would probably do the trick.

I called for him to come to my office then I walked across the hall. I felt more comfortable behind my desk than anywhere else.

Mike came to the door to my office and asked, “Yes Mom?”

I said, “Come in and have a seat. I think we need to have a talk.”

He shuffled over and sat. He had such a hang dogged expression on his face; I knew that he knew that he was busted.

“Michael, what do you think I found in your dresser drawer today?” I rhetorically asked.

“My stash?”

“Yes, that’s right, your stash. Where did it come from?”

“I bought it; Mom what’s the big deal? Everybody smokes.”

“Well Michael, we could start with the fact that it’s illegal; then there’s the fact that, if you should get busted and have a drug conviction it would keep you out of quite a few colleges and the best jobs not to mention the military, God forbid that you would choose to enlist, how about that?”

“Mom even you smoked, I know that.”

“Yes Michael, I did, when I was in college I did and, no, I don’t think it hurt me or marked me for life and if that was all I was talking about we’d still be having a conversation and I’d still be warning you about the potential consequences, but that, the marijuana isn’t my major problem. Michael that was a crack pipe that I found in your drawer; a crack pipe Michael. Crack cocaine is perhaps the most addictive substance known to man; why would you even experiment with that stuff?”

“Ah Mom, it’s not that bad. I tried it and I’m not hooked.”

“Michael, I don’t think I’m getting through to you. Crack cocaine can ruin your life. You’re my child, my son; I don’t want that to happen to you.”

“Mom, cut me some slack, I’m not gonna get hooked on crack, I’m careful with it.”

I was getting into high dudgeon again, I yelled at him, “Michael Hadley, damn it, the use of crack in indefensible. You’re not going to smoke that stuff again, not a single rock; do you hear me.”

“Of course I hear you, you’re screaming at me. But you don’t get it, I can handle it and the high’s the highest.”

I lost it, came unglued, spun out of control, “No you’re not going to use it, I’m going to give you something to think about, to think about every time you even consider smoking a rock.”

“What are you gonna do Mom? What are you going to do?”

“I’m going to spank you ‘til you can’t sit, that’s what I’m going to do,” I hissed at him.

Michael looked at himself, all six feet and one hundred eighty pounds of hard male muscle the looked at me, a towering five foot three in one inch heels and scaling in at one thirty-five (see I said I could loose ten pounds) and chuckled, “I don’t think so.”

“Oh Michael, I’m not going to fight you, you’re going to be a volunteer.”

“Why would I do that Mom?”

I still have your stash, the weed and the pipe. If I was a good citizen I’d give them to the authorities and if you refuse your punishment that’s where they’re going. Michael, you don’t seem to understand, I’d rather see you busted than to watch your life slide away from you as a crack addict. But it’s your choice; I certainly can’t wrestle you down and force you.” (Checkmate, I thought)

Michael’s bravado evaporated. “Mom you wouldn’t really turn me in would you?”

“Son I meant it when I said I’d rather see you busted than become a crack addict, so, to answer you, yes I would.”

“But if I take a spanking that will be it. It’ll be over, no cops, nothing like that?”

“If you don’t do it again, use crack I mean, it’ll be over. Michael, I don’t mind if you smoke a little weed, I might even share a joint with you some evening but I draw the line at crack.”

“Ok, Mom, I’ll take the spanking.”

“I thought you’d see reason. Go to your room and get undressed then meet me in my bedroom.”

I was sitting on my vanity chair when Michael came into the room. He walked over to me saying, “I’m ready.”

“I looked him over, he still had on his tighty whiteys; I said, “No I don’t think so. Loose the underwear.”

“No Mom, please, let me keep my shorts on,” be pleaded.

“Michael, my punishment, my rules, drop your briefs and get over my lap.”

He tried one last time, saying, “Please Mom.”

My answer was short and succinct, “Now.”

He slowly lowered his underwear. I hadn’t seen Michael naked, completely naked since he was eleven or twelve; he’d certainly grown. His flaccid penis hung half way down his thigh. I thought, my God he must be nine or ten inches when he’s hard. I looked away, that wasn’t something a mother needed to think about. He bent forward and crawled across my legs.

I scooted him forward so I could get his butt at the highest point, so I could get a better aim at my target. I could see his balls between his legs and I didn’t want to hit him there.
I was still attired in my dotted Swiss dress, I should have changed. It had ridden up. Michael was laying across my nylon clad thighs. I pushed him forward so that his balls dangled between my legs, out of the way, out of the line of fire; I slapped his butt.

He jumped, didn’t scream but lurched forward. I hit him again, low on his bottom, getting his prime spank spot then I went to work. I started at the tops of his cheeks and worked down ‘til I was to where buttocks meets thigh then spanked back up the other side until I was at the top again. Michael still hadn’t cried out. Over and over, I repeated the sequence, down one side and back up the other. His bottom was a flaming red and still I hadn’t heard a whimper. I slapped the backs of his thighs until they were crimson then stopped, my hand hurt and this wasn’t working, I wanted to hear some sobbing, some crying, and some pleading. I picked up the hairbrush.

My first stroke I hit him hard. He wailed, “Nooo, nooo,” and started to slide off my lap. I grabbed him around the waist with my free left arm and pulled him back onto my lap and I clamped my legs shut, trapping his cock and balls between my thighs, he wasn’t going anywhere. I whaled away, pounding on him, the brush raising welts, Michael began to cry. He was sobbing, “No more, Mommy, no more, please.” He hadn’t called me Mommy in years but the spanking was bringing the little boy out in him, I continued to spank.

Michael was sobbing, crying out each time I struck him. He was trying to escape, wriggling, trying to get off my lap. I pulled him harder against me, high onto my lap and clamped him with my thighs, lashing him time and again.

Then a strange thing happened, his sobs lessened and his breathing had changed, he was nearly panting and he was pumping his hips. He was against me between my clasped thighs, and suddenly I realized that he was against my crotch, the only thing separating us was a thin strip of nylon panty hose and the panties I was wearing. I just beat on him harder, I was breathing hard because of the exertion and he was panting in sexual arousal. He was getting hard, God I could feel him pressing against me, stiffening. I beat him some more, trying to get him to stop. It didn’t work; he kept rubbing harder and harder against me. I spanked on, finally he seemed to just collapse on my lap.

I thought I’d won; he’d been broken from his spanking. He just continued to lie limply over me until his breathing leveled out. He slid off my lap, gained his feet and ran to his room, shutting his door.

I sat for a few minutes, I felt I’d accomplished my goal, I didn’t think he’d use crack again without thinking twice and then a third time. I rested for a while then got up and pulled my dress over my head, I thought I’d take a bath in my Jacuzzi tub. I unhooked my bra and tossed it in the clothes hamper then rolled my panty hose down and I got a shock, at the crotch they were soaking. I dropped them and slipped out of my panties. They were sopping, too. I looked at my vanity chair; there was a huge deposit of a white mess on the seat. It registered, Michael had ejaculated over my clothing and the chair. I cleaned up the seat of the chair, I didn’t want it stained then picked up my panties. I have no idea why but I sniffed them. I could smell myself, of course but the overwhelming scent was that of male semen. I hadn’t experienced that aroma in years but it was still heady, eliciting my arousal. I threw them into the hamper; it wouldn’t do to let my mind go there. I turned on the water to fill the tub, it’s large so while it ran I donned a robe and got a bottle of wine, an inexpensive bubbly. I wanted to sip while I bathed. With wine in hand I went back to the bath, it was nearly ready. I poured in a little scented bath oil, turned off the water and turned on the jets then stepped in and slipped down into the water leaving only my head exposed.

The six jets pulsed wave after wave of water against my sides, relaxing my muscles and the wine was flowing down my throat relaxing my mind. Before the water had cooled, I’d finished the bottle. I turned sideways and let the jets do their magic on my crotch and bottom, I even lewdly spread myself so the water hit me where it felt the best. That was my love life, either a vibrator or a Jacuzzi jet. I had a small orgasm then stood up, turned off the jets and opened the drain. Turning on the shower I rinsed off and stepped out of the tub. After toweling dry I decided I wanted a little more wine. I put on my robe and went downstairs for another bottle, the same, more bubbly. I came back to my room turned on some jazz music and slid under the sheet. I put the pillows behind me, propping me up and sipped the wine while I listened to the jazz.

Maybe I’d dozed off or more likely I was so mellowed out by the wine and the music, my eyes were closed but I felt a weight on the bed. I looked up, it was Michael; he had on his pajamas and he crawled up beside me, his eyes were still tear stained.

“Mommy I want to apologize for today, I know I sounded like a wise assed punk when I was talking to you, and believe you me, my ass is wiser now; I won’t use crack again but did you mean it when you said you’d share a joint with me?”

I’d nearly finished the second bottle and I was mellow, I said, “Roll one up; it’s there on the night stand and do you want a little wine with it?”

“Can I?” he asked.

“Sure but the rest of this bottle’s mine, Go get another bottle and a glass for yourself.”

He was out and back in a flash. Joint rolled and fired and wine poured, we sat side by side and shared that doobie.

We were both pretty relaxed, Mike was lying on his side next to me, his bottom was too sore to sit on it, when he said, "Mommy I’m sorry about that other thing, too.”

I was a little over the edge, I thought I’d play with him. I asked. “What other thing was that?”

In what was almost a little boy’s voice he said, “Mommy, you know?”

“No, tell me.”

“Mommy I came in your lap while you were spanking me, you know that,” he shyly said.

I was in the mood, I teased, “Was that what it was? I thought I’d peed my panties,” I jibed.

The wine and the smoke had more control of me than I thought or I’d never have said what I said next.

“Yeah Mikey, I knew what happened. I could feel you, how big are you, do you know?”

“Sure I know, I know, I’m bigger than I want to be. All the guys in Gym class just stare at me when we shower and the rumors get around, most of the girls are afraid to date me.”

Mouth overrunning ass I just had to say, “My God Mike, how big are you.”

“Mommy, do we have to talk about this, you’re embarrassing me.”

“No, I don’t really have to know but if the guys stare and the girls run it must be pretty impressive,” I said.

He took a hit on the joint, passed it to me and gulped his wine saying, “Mommy it’s almost twelve inches. I measured it at just a little over 11 7/8th inches and the girth is almost four inches. What the hell am I going to do with something like that? I’ll never get a date.”

I thought, Jesus Christ on a fucking crutch, he’s right, most girls, hell most women would shy, no not shy, run like hell from that awesome member.

To inject a little levity, yeah, I can be a smart-ass I said, “Well the good news is we don’t have to worry about paying for a college education, your future’s made; Ron Jeremy, move over.”

He stared at me like I was from Mars. “Mommy what are you talking about?”

“Ron Jeremy, he’s kinda like a movie star…aaah, never mind, I was joking.”

Dumb me, the weed and the wine were talking not the well educated mind with a Masters Degree asked, “Are you really that big? Let me see.”

Whoa, that one really came from left field or more likely out of the bottom of that third bottle of wine.

I know he thought I was out of my mind and I probably was but he got off the bed and dropped his PJ bottoms, letting them fall to the floor then he crawled back up beside me. It was pretty impressive, like the guys in gym class would see it, maybe 8 ½ inches but he was flaccid, limp.

Oh yes, I was somewhere I never thought I’d ever go. I reached over and touched it.

“Mommy,” he pleaded.”

It jumped when I touched it. I took it in my hand. It swelled, God did it swell, lengthening and widening the monster came to life. It seemed disembodied from my son, this huge apparition, I squeezed it. It leapt at me, my hand couldn’t span its circumference and gripping it like a ball bat, both of my hands still left about four inches unwrapped.

There was not a lot to say, I looked up into his eyes, both hands still holding him and said, “My God Michael.”

“Yeah, my God Michael,” he parroted. “Mommy I’m only fifteen, what am I going to be when I’m fully grown, fourteen or fifteen inches and bigger around than a ball bat. This thing isn’t a cock, it’s a club. Mommy, I’ll never have a girlfriend, I’ll never have a wife and a family, I’m a freak. All the guys think they want to be huge, they don’t know, they don’t even know and they never will.”

I thought back to his father, he was well endowed, around nine inches and maybe three and a quarter inches in girth, he’d filled me, damn had he filled me, he could even hurt me if he wasn’t careful and he was a midget compared to his son.

I still had both hands wrapped around him and I started masturbating him, slowly, while we talked.

“Mike, have you ever been with a girl or a woman?” I asked.

“You mean have sex with someone?”

“Yeah, that’s what I mean.”

“No Mommy, only two gals have even seen it and they ran, I mean even if I was Usain Bolt I couldn’t have caught them.”

“Do you want to? Would you like to?” I asked. My tummy was roiling and my head, well my head certainly wasn’t where it should have been. My pussy was clenching even at the thought and I was already leaking, I would have been sopping my panties if I had any on, but I hadn’t put any on after I got out of the bath, as it was, the only thing I had on was my robe and I could feel it getting wet, Oh tell the truth ok? My robe was soaking under me. I hadn’t had a man in me it fourteen years and I wanted one, no, not one, I wanted my fifteen year old son to try to fill his Mommy, try I say, not because he’s not capable of filling me, quite the contrary, I probably can’t handle him.

“Of course Mommy, I want a girl to love me and that I can love.”

I was still gripping his phallus, slowly stroking him. He was erect, when I said, “I know someone whom you love and who loves you, do you want anything else?”

He looked at me, our eyes met and I knew he knew who I was talking about, he said, “Are you sure Mommy?”

I pulled him over me, mounting him in my saddle and taking a tube of lube from the night stand. I handed it to him and I felt him lubricate me then I watched as he slicked himself up.

Again, he asked, “Are you sure Mommy?”

I nodded my head yes. I was going to do this; I was going to be my son’s sexual salvation.

At my nod, my tacit acquiescence, he thrust into me, my scream was still on my lips, my expression of agony tattooed on my face as he split me and tore me, rent me, wrecking me; me who thought his daddy was big only to quickly learn what big was, I felt my blood flowing done the insides of my thighs, my blood, not the virginal blood I’d shed with his father but foolish blood, challenging blood, my blood, he’d torn my, torn me badly. I passed out.